January 2010
33 posts
It just hit me. I need to start living again,...
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STAYING IN ON A FRIDAY NIGHT
Went out for a jog with one of my good friends, had a heart to heart and now I’m home alone on this full werewolf of a moon night. This is good. I’m thinking to myself, what movie should I pop in?
Next time, I shouldn’t be eating a full meal AND drinking a whole protein shake. I could’ve exploded!
nickolaj asked: I don't know what you've been through these few days but I hope you will be doing well soon. Just remember when you hit rock bottom, there's only one way you can go - UP! It just means the best is coming.
EVER CHANGING, NEVER TWICE THE SAME. EVER PRESENT,...
To An Monster Cell via SMS Text:
I figured out as to why I’ve been so down these past few days. It’s because I lost sight of myself and who I am.
heartache resentment envy bitterness regret loneliness pain sadness fear
All in a span of three days, I don’t know how much my heart can take.
The New Plan: To seek comfort in the temporary
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I’m ready for the semester to start up again so that I can see my bros and be with my friends. I need distractions and things to do!
I find that when I go through tough times, it’s hard for me to outreach to people because sometimes I’ll know what they’ll say already and the advice that they’ll give. So I close myself up and go through a depressive hiding stage,...
with a little more definition and a little more swag, I’m putting myself back together, walking taller than the day before
one big step at a time
this is it
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RISD’s president, John Maeda, is creating a culture at RISD that is open, creative, and participatory in new and different ways for the entire community of students, faculty, staff and alumni. He wonders, what are your first thoughts — a brief sentence or two — about this question: How can art and design help bring the world together in enhanced ways in the future?
The value of art and design -...
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One day
Love will have me weak to my knees, to the point where I’ll be struggling to breathe, holding on to my chest because this is all too foreign of a feeling.
Lift us where we belong
I want to be lifted off of my seat right now, and be put into a trancelike state of mind where bold, bright and luminescent colors wrap every inch of my body and takes me into a world of beauty, where there is no sense of time or direction, no need to hide, no need to worry. it is all play.
Floating, flying, and free form.
Weightlessness.
Rising high,
falling low,
up in the air I go
with not...
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The Universe
Sengai Gibon (Japanese, 1750-1837). The Circle, Triangle, and Square, Edo period, early 19th century. Ink on paper. 11 1/8 x 18 15/16 in.
The circle-triangle-square is Sengai’s picture of the universe. The circle represents the infinite, and the infinite is at the basis of all beings. But the infinite in itself is formless. We humans endowed with senses and intellect demand tangible...
not in the mood
I just want to curl up with a book, drown myself into the ink of my sketchbook, and rip out all the pages of my emotions
I am learning the biggest lessons on procrastination. I need an intervention. Time is my enemy
twisted world I live in… I have two of my friends over my house, one is downstairs starting a new relationship and the other is upstairs ending theirs.